As of late i havent been feeling myself, i cant really say why this is for the truth is i have no idea, its hard to quantify sometimes isnt it, people say i feel down or blue or this person upset me, or im mad about something which is why i feel bad, but with me their very rarely a reason, just the feeling itself of feeling not right, its this feeling that helps me understand more about secondlife, secondlife is in someways the most perfect online therapy, it requires nothing more than a pc and some peace and quiet, it can eliminate the stress of having to meet people in public places, and best of all social airs and graces are left at the door everyone is more or less on the same playing field, and thats great, for me all it took was one nite of being on roller skates running around a sim and playing disco music that lifted me up, there was something wonderful watching people skate to boogie wonderland, im not sure whether its because its something i may never do in real life, or that large group of people from all walks of life decided to do something out of the extraordinary at the same time, maybe its was a fluke or maybe they were all bored and wanted something to do? Out of all this though i hope it was because being together without barriers was the best thing for them at that time, thats what secondlife is despite what some people may think, it removes all the barriers and even though i may not have been rollerskating with those people tonite in real life, there is nothing that i could experienced more that would of made me feel closer to them, this was definitely my therapy for my blues, and like a shining sun on a dark day, it blasted my blues right out of the skies.....
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