Here in secondlife people are never that keen to talk about their real lives, i sometimes have never been able to understand this but i respect it, after all this is second life and a chance to start a new, but i was thinking lately why do some of us ( though not all ) feel the need to start anew, and more importantly how can we start anew when we havent sorted out the stuff and problems in real life? This is definetly a thing i have more and more thought about recently, to the point where today right here and now i will tell you 11 points about real life to maybe help me deal with my own real life issues that pushed me into secondlife in the first place so here we go......
1) I am a 32 year old male who is gay and very much alone at times
2) I have lost both my parents and only have one sister
3) Im terible when in a relationship and can get quite nasty when i split with someone
4) I have learnt to fend for myself and feel no strong need for friends
5) My ability to depend on myself make me feel isolated and alone
6) I daydream constantly of a escape to a different country, then feel trapped when i feel i cant leave
7) I constantly undermine myself and suffer from bouts of depression
8) I am way more inteligent than i believe, i like to think im dumb as the weight of responsibility when you are smart that comes from you and others is sometimes unbearable
9) I have been happier since using secondlife yet have still managed to remain me somehow
10) I constantly struggle with good bad, sometimes i worry im not a good person and that my destiny is damned, other times i feel im too good and get stood on, other times i manage to feel ok and not worry, these are good days which i have seen more of since using sl.
11) My name is steve.......
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